brianjameson

So i had a dog since i was 5 years old up till 18 (now) whos name was spot..He started getting seizures when he was about a year old and my familys a huge pet lover and dont have the guts to put animals down if their young like that you know what i mean.well he was doing fine up until recently his back legs just couldnt take it anymore and he wasnt able to really walk anymore he started getting arthritis in his bones and a big patch of hair was missing on his leg exposing skin because he started developing cancer in his bones...so today Feb 28th 2009 he was put down at about 3:30pm,unfotunately i couldnt be there to watch him and be with him to get put down because i had a photoshoot.....its never fealt so different in my house in my entire life,he was the life OF the house no matter how old he was he was always the baby he was like my child..its amazing how close animals can be to you and when you tell someone how sad you are about losing them allot of people just look at you like your stupid..anyways i miss him like crazy already.. and heres a picture i took with him today before i left the house...








this one was taken last summer..





and this one was taken FEB 27th the last day we got to really spend with him..




im gonna always miss him and whoevers lost an animal knows exactly how i feel...